Pink_cess Diva

Moving.

2011-05-03T04:50:00.000-07:00

I moved to

pinkcessdiva.blogspot.com

Miss Me?

2010-12-12T23:16:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I'm in class now. Subject? Information Technology. As I always did for the past two years. Our lecturer had assign us to do a presentation about ourselves. But you don't wanna hear me babble about this right?

It's been awhile since I posted and updated my pink-small-blog-corner. Short update : studying at Penang Matriculation College. Studying Physical Science. The next Einstein! Yippie! Yay me!

Life here is hectic. Busy. Not-so-relaxing. It's okay though. I'm counting days 'til 25th April 2011. My last day here. Can't wait to go back home and hibernate my unhibernated nights. I've changed through this process from a nerdy school girl to a very unstable-emotional-thing. Thing? Haha. That's a very 'comforting' word.

I'm just typing whatever I feel to exercise my fingers.

Bla bla bla blaaaaahhhhhhhhh...................

I miss the old days back then when the internet was my life. *cries*

xoxo,
Emma Pinkcess Diva.

Man. Life Sucks B!

2009-12-11T21:22:00.000-08:00

Life after spm? ahah. they think its so great. well look at me? great huh?

"Oh deqma. u cant drive even if u have a drivers license. drive around with dad to show u can REALLY drive"

"Oh deqma. u cant drive. ko juz xbiase lg. tggu larh"

"Oh deqma. u cant do that. u cant do this"

"Oh deqma. blablablabla"

"Can i go to lost world?"

"No! Lost world IS at home"

so whats so great?

during ramadhan at Holiday Villa we were waiting to break our fast. so i talked about driving to skewl. my heart was so happy of the thought me driving. but hello? wake up emma. they just dont trust u they way ur friends do.

"Oh deqma. ure too young to drive."

that moment i wanted so much to cut my license. thank god there was no knife in front of me.

well duh! families are like that. sometimes u may think they're the ones who can comfort u but i hate to burst ur fcuking bubble. they do not! for me, im better off with friends.

Ohh Faten, Ros n dik jat. i love u dearly. u guys understand me more.

"Oh deqma. we cant fetch u at skewl. so take the bus"

then whats the reason for my fcuking license? got one but gotta take the bus?

Opsss! i better wash my mouth for saying those bad words but do i care that fcukinh much? nahh.

"Oh S*****. Dont say that bad word."

yeah. i wont let him say that word but im using it. ini dinamakan hiprokrit. emma mcm tu ka? yea. i love being a rebel. it feels so - fun!

i just cant wait to get outta home n live my own life. i wanna fcuking die.

not-so-love,
emma fcuking-punkcess diva.

[srry for the typing error. too lazy to double check. wut? spm abs dh so wt ape nk jd nerd. ahahah]

Mommy

2009-08-06T06:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Mommy,

Last night was the worst night ever.

I'm sorry for what I did during dinner.

Sorry for the noises I made when cooking.

Sorry for the disobeying part.

Yesterday I slept early 'cause of the guilt I felt. I want to apologize earlier but not in front of Kak Long.

But this morning, before I went to school I apologise and thanks for forgiving me.

There's something I really want. Not clothes. Not money. Not love ['cause I know there's the love from you]

Maybe before you go to Mekah with Daddy I tell you. But not right now.

The most important thing is I'm glad we're OK and not fighting anymore. I'm a big girl now. As I told you before and I want to show you how much you taught me to be a better Muslim, daughter, aunt and friend.

Insya Allah, I won't be the childish Hazimah like before.

Thanks Mommy for naming me Hazimah.

I've searched on the Internet and Hazimah means female companion of Nabi Muhammad.

Wow! That's what I want to hear. Love you Mommy!

And Emma means universal/whole. Guess that's why I got lots of friends besides my loud mouth. LOL. =]

Emma Junior!

2009-07-16T02:16:00.000-07:00

Today's the happiest day of my life! Besides the day when I was born. It's not that my MCE is over. Or I got a new pink stuff. Or I got a new car. But, it's the day when I got a new niece. Her name isn't actually Emma Junior but I wished.

She was born a week after the due date. She's the second child of my sister and brother in law, Mastura and Khairul Anuar. My sister with be "pantang"ing with my mother in Kedah, which is at my house. Can't wait until she comes home. But the real question is "can I really take good care of my niece?" and I don't want to give uneven love to her and her older brother, Ridzuan. Ridzuan's my first nephew and he's almost two this year.

My mission: To be a better Aunty Su day by day. Give equal love to both of them. Save up money to buy something from Girls because I promised my sister I'll buy something for the baby if it was a girl.

Yesterday and Today on Medical Leave

2009-07-07T00:43:00.000-07:00

Have to stay at home sucks! With a capital S. I rather go to school and actually learn things. It all started yesterday during Islamic Studies AKA Pendidikan Agama Islam (PAI). There I was, in the pink of health (is it "in the pink of health", "in the pink" or "in the peak of health"?) and fit as a fiddle. I was fasting. Ate nasi goreng pedas at the middle of the night and for sahur I ate rice with sweet and sour. Mix it all together and ding ding ding, we have a winner! I was all like running a bit back to my class to get something and there it happened. I was all "Ouch!", "Youza!" and "I'm in pain" sort of motion. Luckily Ros was in her class no there was no teacher in so I called her to get some help. I don't know if I had gastric or what but I could still remember the pain inside my tummy. Ouch! That's gotta hurt.

Tumtatadum! Amirul, Ros, Wawa, Faten and Nong Nit to the rescue! Btw, Thanks for helping me out, guys! Then I was brought to the Teacher's Room and took a nap there. I think I really did took a nap but not drop dead sleeping like at home.

Ustazah came to me and said "Awat cik mah? Td ok ja. Loncat2 lg". But I was too-in-pain so I didn't say anything much. Just moans like a lil baby. Eww I was so pathetic. I waited almost an hour 'till Daddy came. He brought me home and we went to Klinik Azani. The doctor gave me a-one-day medical leave but I extended it 'till today 'cause I was so dizzy when I woke up today. He asked my daddy what form I was and shocked when daddy said I was in Form 5. He said "Laa. Awat kecik sgt?". Then he took his hearing-peoples-heart-thingy-mechanism and listens to my heartbeat and my stomach. That was kinda bizarre.

Not to mention the medicine he gave me was HUGE! My lil tiny throat can't possibly swallow that thing. Yucks! Plus, the horrible smell which means the horrible taste.

So now I'm just plain bored at home. Kinda worry 'cause I missed my Additional Maths class yesterday and today (so what if I'm a nerd?).

XOXO
Emma.

Cliques

2009-06-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

Today my post is dedicated to all of my friends. I got many friends but I don't think I could write about all of them so I'm just gonna tell about my dearest so-called gang. I still remember the first day since I was in Form 1. I was sitting behind my best friend since Elementary School, Faten Nabila. We were in 1 Arif. There, I met with Syazwina. Through her, I met with Rosfariza and through her I met Shikin Faezah (she sat beside Ros). Then, we met Nur Nadhirah and Wahida Azlin because they sat behind Wina. This was how I met them. We became close as the days passes by. We decided to give a name for our relationship. We listed out many names and I introduced "Ohana". I got this from the movie Lilo and Stich. Ohana means family and family never leaves us behind. That's how we were. We went everywhere together. Even to toilets. What? We were young and girls need a friend even in the toilet. LOL. This is a brief intro about how we met. So who are the anyway?

I'll list Ohana Girls according to our birth dates.

Hazimah - Emma (me!)

15th January 1992. Nothing to say about me.

Rosfariza - Ros
Studying at: Ala kelas sebelah ngan Emma. Jumpa tiap 5 minit. Hehe.

19th March 1992. She's my friend that loves the thing that I love too - cats! She's the only girl in her family and the youngest just like me. 'Till today she's studying in SMJ. We were in the same class since Form 1 but started from Form 4 she picked Account so that's why we're in separated classes.

Shikin Faezah - Shikin
Studying at: MRSM Langkawi.

27th June 1992. One word - miss. I really miss her even though I was bullied her. She's the only one who has a sensitive heart. Not like the others aren't sensitive but she tends to feel offended with the others sometimes and I'm the one who coax her but sometimes I make her offended too. LOL. I can still remember the sentence she always use before telling us something, "xde larh" and we will tease her with that 'till she's in tears. But in a sad way but she cries every time she laughs so hard.

Nur Nadhirah - Nad
Studying at: MRSM Kubang Pasu.

15th July 1992. Nad! I miss you too. She's like the "Love Doctor". She will advice me whenever I got problems with my previous relationship. Yes! I had a BF but don't ask me about my pass. Anyway, she loves reading novels so I guess from there she got those "ayat jiwang" but hey, it worked. I'm still keeping her letters that she gave me during my ups and downs.

Faten Nabila - Faten
Studying at: Elehh sebelah Emma jew. Jmpe tiap 1 saat.

15th January 1992. Faten, There's no other way to tell you how much I appreciate you as my friend. I've known her since In diapers but at that time she was my sister's friend. We were neighbours. We separated when I moved to The States. We met in Standard 4 but at that time we didn't know we knew each other since lil. Our parents told us then since she moved to Taman University we became close friends since now. But now she moved to Taman Teja. Somewhere near. Not so far. Even though we used to fight a lot but look at us now. "haha" to the people who doubted about our friendship. I almost burst into tears when you told me you still keep my apology notes that I wrote on tissues. Aren't tissues easily disposable? I means you keep it safe all of these years.

Syazwina - Wina
Studying at: SMJ, kelas 5 Diamond.

26th October. She's the greatest. She wanted to be a dentist and pianist but now she wants to be a surgeon and pianist. Hey, look. I still now about you even though we're not as close as we used to be. I love you! She's the crazy one in OG (Ohana Girls) just like me so that's how we became damn close. Also bubbly and happy all the time. She has great leadership. Since Form 1 she was the monitor 'till Form 4 and now in Form 5 she's a prefect like me, Faten and Rose.

Wahida Azlin - Wawa
Studying at: Alaa. Kelas sebelah gak ngan Ros Toek. Hehe.

28th October 1992. We love the same thing - music! We used to read lyrics and sing together. Psssstt, I have a horrible voice. She used to be the person who gets "blurr" whenever we tell her something but now she's changed into a sophisticated young lady. Her mom cooks the best meals for us. And Wawa also loves kids 'cause her mom baby-sits.

There you have it. All about them. Thanks for reading.

XOXO,
Emma Pink_cess Diva

I Can Drive Legally!

2009-06-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

Today's the day where I changed from a 'lil kid to a young lady. Puberty? No, you pervert. What I meant was I passed my JPJ test. I'm getting my driver's license in a week from today. I can't wait to get behind the wheels and go wherever I wanna go. Daddy and Mommy, you see. I'm not a baby anymore. Sometimes I am but having a driver's license is a HUGE thing for me.

This is what happened today:

I started on the hill - passed.

I started on the side parking - easy!

I started '3 penjuru' - hard but I did it!

Then, I drove up the highway. I was waiting for my turn on the bench with Hani then that JPJ dude said "49. Sape nombor 49? Mane 49?" I was kinda not paying attention until I realised that was my number, "Eyh2. Saya!". The others laughed at me and I started to blush. I was scared to death and people laughed made me more scared but I couldn't back off. I need to go through.

The JPJ officer said "Kita ikut jalan 2".

Jalan 2 - Turn left to the main road, pass Sekolah Kebangsaan Sintok and Sekolah MenengahKebangsaan Sintok, make a turn at Risda, detour, straight ahead and detour again at TamanSemarak.

I was driving with my mind thinking 'bout other stuff. Suddenly, the officer said "Masuk kanan. Buat u-turn". I was like "Huh? U-turn? Bukan kat pagar hijau tu ke?". Then he was all like "Xpe2 ambek jew u-turn sini. U-turn sana jauh sangat". And I was "OK!". And we went back to Mustika Muhibah.

Guess how did I do? I got 18 out of 20. I didn't use the hand breaks and didn't use the right gear but why should I care? The important thing is I passed.

Daddy said "Congratulations. Jimat duit ayah nak bayar kelas tambahan". My dear dad. You're so funny. That's all for today. Thanks! Thanks Allah for opening my heart. Thanks Mommy and Daddy who drove me to my driving school. And thanks Cikgu Hafisah for teaching me!

Till next time,

XOXO,
Emma Pink_Cess Diva

Thanks!

2009-06-05T08:21:00.000-07:00

This blog is for my friends out there!

Firstly, Faten and Ros!

You guys are always there for me. Just to let you know, I think I'm not okay this school va-K. Maybe 'cause I miss you guys so damn much. At this time is where I need you the most. I'm going crazy but you know what? I'm kinda okay 'cause we have extra classes ex specially me with my ICT class and coursework. After this we gotta do some programming thingy I don't know. Use Visual Basic thing-a-majiggy. I don't even know what I'm talking here.

Then there's you Aliuddin.

Yeah you and nobody else. Thanks a lot. You kinda ruin my school vacation. Do I suck that much sampai sanggup wt mcm2? Ngeee~ Owg dh taw mcm2. X sgka lgsung.

It's not all 'bout him. I'm just glad I have great friends to keep me company. Like Udin, he was the one who IM me. And Dik Jat. Now I'm IMing Reza. Owh not to forget the girls at MySpace who send me comments. Thanks! At least I'm okay for now. Wait 'till late night. I guess I can't sleep properly.

Sorry for the nonsense. I can't think straight. Aiiii mane dik jat nieyh. Smlm janji nk IM ngan Kak Emma. Tarek tlinga bwu taw. Hurmm..

Till then,

XOXO
Emma Pink_Cess Diva

Happy Birthday!

2009-04-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

Dear Angah Mohd Ikhwan,

We may not be close as we used to but I'm here breaking my promise [ptt nye xbleyh online on skewl nytes but rules are meant to be broken. LOL]. It's been 29 years since you were born and I've known you for 17 years. Yela. You were born before me. Ahaks. Today, is your birthday and I can't find other ways to say how much I love you as my bro and thank you for the things, the junk food, the joy, the happiness that you brought to our family. Sometimes I feel so empty at home for being the youngest and left all alone. But no worries. I'm okay with that.

Angah,

You're my hero. I mean seriously. The reason why I choose ICT is 'cause you're like the Dr. Computer at home and I want to be exactly like you and 'cause I love the Internet world. AbangKhairil, my senior at school once kinda scolded me and Syukran 'cause we told him the reason we took ICT 'cause forced by family but he didn't give me a chance to say that I took it 'cause Dad told me to and I wanted to. So 50-50. I wasn't sure. But in your face Khairil! It's not like I wanna brag but since the First Test in Form 4 I never got a B. All As till today. Alhamdulillah~ And I got 97 in my Second Test. So, take this as your birthday present dear bro. I'm hoping to work with computers like you. But not like you. Just to be a graphic designer. Malaysian Institute of Art here I come!

At school I talk a lot in front of people and be the leader in a group but actually I'm a wimp inside. I couldn't say what I feel inside 'bout family 'cause of the awkwardness so that's why I'm posting this for you. To say that I love you till death. Like Mommy said bunch of times. "Time senang ngan kawan, time senang ngan family". No matter what happens, family will give you support.

May Allah bless you~ Wait, I got something else to say but kinda forgot. Naaahhhh. I'll tell you later if I remember.

In photo: Angah with Kak Ude

Driving Class

2009-04-24T06:07:00.002-07:00

Hey guys,

At 8 in the morning I went to Mustika Muhibah like always for my 2 hour driving class. It was great and everything went smoothly. And seriously, very smoothly. Thanks to my bro, he taught me how to drive when I was in Form 2 so that's why I know about all the basic of driving.

The driver instructor said it was easy to teach me because I knew how to control the steering wheel and clucth and all sorts of stuff. Just imagine, in front of my home (Taman University) there's a wide highway (I guess you can call it a highway), I drove 'bout 90km/h. To him, that's beyond normal for the beginners. I was like - WOW! I'm that good aren't I? I hate to brag but man I can drive!

He showed me 3 main roads that I have to take during my test with the JPJ. Then, I drove up to Changlun 'cause I was that good. Then to Kodiang. We went through jalan kampung 'cause he wanted me to take a glimpse of the real world - driving in small roads with lorries and buses and vans and children in the way. But, nothing went wrong.

Then, we went to Kampung Pulas or Putat or Langsat. What? You know I'm bad naming things and remembering things. We went straight up to Bukit Kayu Hitam and to Bukit Tangga. I wasn't familiar with those roads but what the heck. I drove like a pro. Never knew those roads ever existed.

I drove passing MARDI and the next I knew I was in front of Hotel EDC (Somewhere around UUM). It was almost 10 o'clock so I drove back home 'cause daddy was busy playing golf (like always). Mommy was in front and she saw me driving in our front garage. I was like "Mommy! Lookie lookie. I'm driving. It means I'm not a lil kid anymore." As I always say to my mommy, "Orang dah besar la mom."

Guess the lil emma is becoming a young lady after all.

XOXO,
Emma.

KL KL KL Again.

2009-04-23T07:28:00.000-07:00

I forgot about what I'm gonna post today. Was it 'bout school? No! Boys? No! Exams? Maybe but no! Family? Yeah. Now I remember. 'Bout our family gathering.

Yesterday, I stepped into my house after school and mommy said she's going to KL for Mother's Day. And I was like "What? How 'bout me and daddy?". She said my bro bought her a flight ticket to KL for what I don't know. He's always full or surprises.

Later that night daddy asked me if I wanted to tag along and hell yes the answer was YES! I hate being alone at home like this one time my parents went to KL and I had to stay at home all by myself and thanks to Redza I can't sleep at night 'cause he was all-like-telling-ghost-stories.

Today after dinner daddy said he already booked two tickets for me and daddy. So I guess the three of us are going to KL and I'm gonna cut school on Sunday.

We're going on this 8Th. Well, I think. Can't remember the actual date. Sorry guys. I can't help it by having ADD (now I'm talking plain trash. Man. I talk a lot)

Mommy's guessing that my bro's gonna marry or moving to The States but I think he wants to get married so that's why he wants to have a family gathering. Or simply celebrating Mother's Day in luxury. Like last time when we went to KL, he took us to La Bodega. It's a Mexican restaurant in Ampang (not sure). The total amount was like RM ***.** (Stars are to keep a low profile)

Tomorrow, 24Th April 2009 I have another 2 hours of driving class. Man. I'm so damn scared! Wish me luck!

Till then,

XOXO Emma.

That Made Me Tick

2009-04-09T22:24:00.000-07:00

Five minutes ago I was searching for free icons on the web using Yahoo. Then suddenly something hit me - Britney! There was a new about her performance in Vancouver.

Here it is. Take a look if you love her as much as I do.

Britney Concert Goes Up in Smoke

E! Online, Apr 9, 2009 10:35 am PDT

The latest stop on Britney Spears' Circus tour featured a little too much smoke and not enough mirrors.

The pop star has issued an apology to ticket holders of last night's Vancouver show after smoky conditions on stage led to a 30-minute delay of the concert—a delay that came just three songs in after Spears walked off stage without explanation, leaving the crowd to sit (and boo) in the dark arena.

"The building is awfully smoky," an announcer finally explained to the sold-out crowd, per the Vancouver Sun. "It's become uncomfortable and unsafe for the performers, including Ms. Spears.

"Please extinguish all cigarettes…The show will resume as soon as the air around the stage is clear."

A spokesman for Orca Bay Sports and Entertainment, which owns GM Place, the Vancouver venue where the concert was held, said that despite initial reports claiming the smoky air was a byproduct of toking-up concertgoers, the smoke was believed to be from cigarettes, not marijuana.

(The rep did not comment on why anything was being lit up in the first place, given as smoking indoors is illegal there.)

"We want to apologize to all the fans who attended our Vancouver show tonight for the brief pause in Britney's set," reads a statement on Spears' blog. "Crew members above the stage became ill due to a ventilation issue."

Emma Dear Emma.

2009-03-31T01:34:00.000-07:00

Those were the words a guy said to me. Dear?

Wait! Hold on. Suddenly I woke up and realized it was a dream. LOL.
I was bluffing. Nothing much to post today.
I'm just so totally tired with school. I mean, at school I'm OK.
But when I get home I feel like my body can't take it no more.

Second test is next week so this means I can't surf the net much.
I've been studying Add Math but other subjects? Nada.
So I'm kinda freaked out 'cause I don't want my grades to go down the drain.

These few days at school are kinda chaotic to me. I mean in a good way.
I'm easily to laugh on stupid jokes and sometimes I make 'em.
And sometimes it gets annoying when I'm serious and people think I'm joking.
Oh well. I don't mind. No biggie.
The important thing is that I'm not sad anymore like the past weeks.

Love,
Emma Pink_Cess Diva

Busy Day

2009-03-27T01:38:00.000-07:00

Today, Friday, 27th March 2009 was a busy busy day for me. I had to woke up early in the morning even though it was a school holiday. At 8.30 I went to Mustika Muhibah for a course [Kursus Pra-L]. For 6 hours! Oh-oh! 3 hours in class and 3 hours driving in the track. For the first 3 hours it was OK and the teacher was great too.

Then, the next 3 hours was like a disaster! LOL. My driving was OK but I got a bit confused about the breaks. The instructor said "Break! Break!" and I didn't. When he said "Don't break!" and I did. I was driving him nuts. LOL. When I got home my left leg was "falling asleep" because of all the pressing that clutch.

Then, my dad took me and mommy to Kuala Perlis to meet up with his student that's going to graduate tomorrow. They were from Thai and his niece was nice and 25. So we became friends. But, I forgot to ask her for her email address. You know me right? I'm like the computer nerd.

After that, about 10 o'clock we went to UUM to see my cousin. My mind kinda remembered UUM was having a convocation so what does that means? For all the girls out there, it means shopping! [Ekspo ape ntah dia pggl]. I bough this cute bracelet.

Mommy bought some dates. [Some? Is 1 Kg a lil?]. And daddy bought a tree. Funny, huh?

It's Out Now!

2009-03-13T08:06:00.001-07:00

The moment that I waited for, like, forever is happening!
Today's the world premiere of her new video - If You Seek Amy.
I've been listening to this song before the video was even out.

P/S: I love her red heels in this video.

Check it out and buy me those heels.
What? I'm just a girl. I don't ask much.
Just gimme those heels! =]

Gotta Get My Head In The Game

2009-02-27T20:33:00.001-08:00

What game am I talking about? It's a game that the player is only you and the venue is at school. Yup! It's the game of studying. Since little I wanted to be this and that but how am I suppose to get 'em if this week my brain is like a frozen hamburger? I mean "Hello Emma? Wake up!". Puan Lai was teaching us math and what was I doing? I don't know. My body was in class but soul was flying in the air searching for fun.

And during English, we were studying The Pearl and what was I doing? Laughing and giggling with my friends at the back. C'mon. What type of prefect am I? We can't play in class [what a pathetic thing to say] just like Sir Syahrul told us a bunch of times.

Prefect-have to take care of SMJ's dignity. We're not perfect but hell yes we have to act like we're the perfect prefect.

Starting next week I gotta redeem myself and cover up all the lessons I missed.

But before that I gotta recover from the problems that has been bugging me the past week.

And to Allah SWT, I hope You can accept me as Your humble slave again.
I didn't mean to say harsh and rude words.
Friends told me that people only think of Allah when they're in need.
But me? I tend to forget Allah and now I want to repent myself.

To people who see me as a different person for the past week:
1. I apologize.
2. I said bad things to this girl.
3. I pushed away my loved ones.
4. I pulled a long face when over stupid things.

Kursus Kepimpinan

2009-02-20T18:29:00.000-08:00

Last Thursday, 19th February all the prefect had to go for a kursus at school. It was awesome!
Divided into 6 groups. Me, Dina, Haris, Syazwan, William, Aina, Fatin, Zura etc.
Group name = H2o. Funny eh?
I dunno what to tell 'cause so much happened on that day.

Later that noon me, Faten, Pikah, Am and Reza had a study group.
Chemistry! owh-no!
On this Sunday we have to take that test.

We studied 'till 4.30 'cause Pikah had to go for her tuition.
Then, talked talked talked talked talked.

"Leadership is the art of getting someone else to do something you want done because he wants to"
-Dwight Eisenhower-

Britney!

2009-01-23T23:24:00.000-08:00

I'm glad Britney is rising up and not involved in her crazy world creating huge scenes.
But as her loyal fan I'll support her 110% not matter what people say.
I loved her since I was 9 years old. Kinda young, huh?
Now, I'm 17 and still loving her.
Go Brit!

Here's her new single, Circus.

Cross Country

2009-01-22T06:04:00.000-08:00

Today, was the most best day ever in history of best of the best year ever [What am I talking 'bout?]. Anyway, td ade cross country kt tasik darul aman tu. Ape ntah name specific tempat tu. Ala pndek kata tmpt "wet catch" [tgkap basah. Ishk2]. But that day xde wet catch naaa. It was clean, clear and holy. Hehe. Yeah, right! Like it was that clean. After we went home the place was like a huge dump.

Let me just start from the beginning to give you readers a head start. I gave a short briefing 'cause I was in charge to divide them into groups. PC. Pasukan Cemas. Tp not us yg cemas. Hehe.. Just helpin out time cemas. Then, aerobic! my favorite part. bez gler! Me and Boy and the rest of PBSM did it on the edge of other people 'cause senang nk g ke check point masing2 lpas tu. Me and Boy wat serentak and seiring. Mcm tgh menari tango dua owg kt ctu. hehe. Dina plak snap pic time tu. malu gler.. hukhuk..

Pumpampumpam. jeng2. Then, I was with 6 other PBSM jge kt bahagian depan pmulaan cuz tkt tolak2 pastu jatuh tergolek plak kan. Tp Alhamdulillah xde pn. Tkt gler cuz I was standing exactly at tepi jalan. Tp ntah mcm mane tbe2 terberdiri di antara owg tgh lari. So ape lg. I was freaked out and xbleyh gerak. Nnt kne lggar. Just imagine a bird standing in between a huge herd of wild horses. Any sudden move can make the lil birdie vitaly injured. haa! that was like what I felt.

Then, we went to the finish line. And this part I was so busy handling people who fell down etc. blablabla.. I was doing my job. It all ended when everything was cooled down a bit. Pastu part ni bez cuz ddk bwh khemah [bukan khemah tp ape ntah] rmai2. Ade faten, wina, ros, paan, dik jat, pikah, mier0ol, boy, ila n arif. Ddk 1 geng. And boy was cool. We cheered and laughed and booed each other. ptt nye kt tmpt tu bnyk geng zamrud. tp kre ape. ktowg maen belah jew. Hehe. boy umah delima but he was so excited so he cheered for zamrud. hehe. And I did too.

Before I went home I waited for my dad under a free with udin and his two sisters and other ppl joined us. mkn2 kt sne. dpt 3 nasik tp udin kebas 1. haa! bg la kt dia tp dia xmo cte dlm blog dia so i'll tell in mine. Hehe.. jgn mrh taw udin. then 5 mins after daddy came so i had to go. We were like a big happy family eating under a tree. udin tersedak when I said that. Hehe.. that udin. I'll miss him after spm.

Emma? Who?

2009-01-18T01:14:00.000-08:00

Who am I actually?
You hear people saying my name but do you know me?
I mean REALLY know me?

Firstly, my name isn't Emma. That's just my nickname given to me since I was young.
My birth name is Hazimah Bt. Mohd Dan. My mom says it means "anak solehah yang bijaksana".
But, is it true?
I don't know.
Let you be the judge.

Anyhow, that's about my name.
Clear? Ok great.

Next is my age.
I was born on 15th January 1992.
You don't have to be a genius to figure that out.
This BIG 09 I'm 17.
Yup 17.
I'm growing day by day.

Besides that,
people say I have my mom's look.
And have my dad's wavy hair.
Am I that cute you ask?
Nope. Not at all.
I'm have a very low confidence.
And I love it that way and want to let it that way.

I great friends in my life and so thankful to Allah.
Aten, Rosy Rose, Shikin, Nad, Wawa, Wina.
Pikah naomi, Mier0ol, Udin, Aliuddin, Krowl, Hani.
Fizi, Nwa, Syahir, Finaz, Fiqa, Grah, Eika.
Aisyah, Ecah, Paan, Dik Jat, Farah.
Wani, Fizah, Icha, Rosma.

Mannn.. Didn't know I had so many friends until I listed 'em out.
(for those name that are not listed here I beg your apology. But you're still my friend)

Guess this is the shortest summary about me.
Leave your comment if you're not satisfied.

Saturday = School = Sucks

2009-01-17T04:42:00.000-08:00

wait? what? skewl sucks? i've gone mad!
it doesn't sucks. well for some ppl it does but im kinda a nerd so i love it.
its just that i hate goin to skewl today.
yela ari sabtu owg ddk diam2 kt umah tp ni x..
we had to go cuz nk ganti cuti raya cina.
xpe la kn. dlu raya kte, kte cuti smggu gak..
so let 'em be and have fun during their lunar new year.

xpe la kn..
bkn nk cte yg tu..
sje jew post cuz bowink nieyh..
skewl was fine and it was the 1st day i wore my blazer to skewl cuz ade ceramah td..
but u know what?
all the prefect sat at the back..
(on chairs tp student laen ddk bwh..hehe)
we were so bored..
i mean serious bored..
dh la pns pkai blazer..adoiyhh..

pastu tym blk i was in such a rush..
yela..klas ict cancel so nk blk la ngan van..
running in my new Carlo Rino shoes..huhu..
im such a diva..
hurmm.. actually bkn diva tp kdg2 tu tkt gak klu lari pkai kasut bru..
klu kasut lama bantai gak lew..hehe..

owhh..
n fiqa, my dearest junior from skewl..
(i'll tell bout her soon)
i was IMing her and she said "pinklue"
what a funny word..hehe
pink + blue = pinklue..
pink stuff but i have to wear a blue baju kurung..
nooooooooo!

post again soon..
nk smbung buli fiqa..
hehe..

Birthday [Part 4]

2009-01-16T01:41:00.000-08:00

part4 plak nk cte ape jd after skewl. this is my fav part ever! after skewl klua g alor star cuz nk beli blazer, kasut and some books 4 skewl.

mle2 g kdai perabut and couches cuz daddy wanted to buy i dunno what. on the way into the store my fon rang. guess who? it was my lovely, caring, n potpet2 sis (guess i got the potpet2 from her..hehe.. 4give me sis. joking only). x smpat nk ckp hello cuz she sang happy bday and added some sentences. versi remix kot. hehe. the ayat was "aunty su ble nk bg ridzuan present" in the happy bday song tune. she's funny and i like dat.

pompam..pompam..pompam n tuptuptup smpai alor star mall. g cri blazer brand Futama or Futara. i dunno but ade bnyi Fu kt dpn. pastu kasut Crocodile ade tp heels tggl sgt. Carlo Rino pn ade rse tkt nk beli cuz heels mcm tggi tp x tggi. so jmpe ayh kt kete ngan ati yg kecewa.

then we went to Pacific. not the pacific ocean but pacific at alor star gak. kat ctu msk kdai bata dlu. tp kasut mcm xcntk jew. wasnt my style (what is my style?). then we went on the 1st floor i think. ade Carlo rino gak. cntk. pastu turun blk ke kdai bata cuz kst kt ats mcm tggi2. tp syg nye there wasnt my size. i think a have abnormal feet. pastu naek blk. hehe.. jd keje btl turun naek turun naek.

there i eventually bought Carlo Rino. xtaw la sir nk mrh kew x cuz the heels were more than 3CM. in our buku peraturan skewl kasut pgawas xleyh lbeyh 3 cm tp what the hell. bantai jew. hehe..

then bought some books for my upcoming SPM. owh i 4got to crite ape yg mom beli kt alor star mall for me. she bought me a cute pink sepit 4 my selendang. cuz skang mls nk pkai tudung. pkai slendeng jew cukowp. maen2 lilit2 jew..hehe..

then we went home. on the car i asked my dad to have dinner at secret recipe and he said "ala kedai tutuowp dah". i bounced back and said its stil open. so he brought us to Jitra. ate at secret recipe. i ordered pan grilled dory fish with lobster sauce and oreo milkshake. then tbe2 dad ordered a whole cheesecake. my mom and i picked the cake. hazelnut cheesecake. it was the cake of the month. sdappppppppp.. but we ate the cake at home.

pompampompampompam.. dah mlm and my bday was almost over. so sad. =[ tp nk wt mcm mane.
next year ade lg if Allah would give me another year to live. Insya Allah. Amin.

For my 17th bday i would like to thank Allah for giving me a chance to have fun on my 17th bday. btl ckp owg. Allah tahan jap rezeki and simpan hikmah disebalik my horrible 16th bday. thanks to my parents to a blast. my sisters bros. n lastly yo my friends whom were always there for me.

Alhamdulillah.......

Birthday [Part 3]

2009-01-16T01:28:00.000-08:00

this is part 3. things dat happen at skewl and on the way to skewl.

Like always pak cik hasyim will pick me up after faris. then we'll go to dalina's place. she opened the door and stood there 4 awhile and said "happy birthday emma!" very loud. I mean VERY loud. i was so suprised dat she remembered my bday. then pak cik wished me then tasya. he said "owh bday emma ka? xpa jap g pak cik blanja".

i got to skewl at 7.30 and on the way to my class finaz gave me a cute teddy bear keychain. guess what? it was pink! thanks finaz for the gift. i love u dear!

then i got into class and ppl stared at me differently than always cuz i it was the first day i wore my prefect kurung. i got many comments from my friends. along said i looked janggal. on said i look kacak. farisya said i looked so blue and yup. i was so blue. faten (my very best friend in the world) said i looked pretty. i juz love the way how she said nice things bout me eventhough im not dat pretty.

at noon we had a meeting. pbsm. i love jd ahli pbsm. yela ske tlg owg wlupn dri sndri pn x tertolong. hehe... ckgu n alif snarai name sume bdk2 senior (hey im a senior) cuz nk lantik bg ade jawatan. it was crowded like.. well i dunno like what. mcm biase klu ade activity kne bwk bku ko-k and minx sign ckgu. and then after the others got sign ckgu dorang trus pulang ke rumah masing2 ngan aman damai. yg tggl juz name2 bdk yg ckgu list kn. i was one of them. pndk kata mier0ol jd pgerusi n i was naib pgerusi. bla..bla.. bnyk la..

pastu dlm 1.55 pnye la kalowt cuz tkt van tggl. lari sne cni. n i wore heels dat day. byg kn la. runnin in heels. skt kaki gue.. huhu..

smpai kt van trus blk. but where's my drink or pak abu's kropok lekor? pak cik jnji nk blanje.. huhu. tp xpe. i dun care. its the thought that counts.

Birthday [Part 2]

2009-01-16T01:14:00.000-08:00

haa! anda sume dah bersedia utk part 2?? u gotta read part 1 1st. hey. what? yela ak skema. but didnt yo mama ever told u to do things systematic? so klu x bce lg part 1 sila bce dlu. klu bce dah then bru bce part 2 ni, klu x ak qimbowk ampa sume (pinjam ayt ustazah ismawani jap).

So mle2 nk cte what happened on the eve of my birthday. i was so bummed out dat nyte but thank god my friend/classmate/monitor, udin, texted me so we chat like always and somehow i kinda burst out my problems. i said some stupid things. but u wanna know what? he was so good to me. he reminded me 'bout Allah and how i should be glad that He gave me 16 good healthy years and 'bout to give me another year. thanks to him u got over my problems. its like this, last year my sweet 16 sucks with a capital S. mannn. i couldnt 4get dat day outta my head. but its like a year ago so i gotta get over it somehow.

dat nyte i fell asleep early cuz i dun wanna think about the next day. so scared so think about things dat are about to happen on 15th January.

when i was sound asleep and dreaming bout something (cant remember or did i didnt dream at all?), i got 10 text messages. i read all of them like 4 o'clock in the morning (i always wake up in the middle of the nyte and i dunno y). some ppl dat i didnt thought would wish me a happy birthday actually did and it suprised me like hell. some of 'em were finaz (i love her as a sis), mier0ol my best bud that we dont see eye to eye, mia, aliuddin, my bro azizi, farah tomeyl, ieda, me best bud aten dat doll face, atirah, taqwa, fiqah n bla..bla..bla..

dat morning i woke up so happy that i didnt felt lyk taking a shower but i did ok? what do u think i am? some kinda pig??

but my mom kept silent and didnt say anything. b4 i went to skewl i said "mak. ari ni bday owg. mak x wish pn" the she wished me a happy bday. i wasnt offended cuz i understand my mom was bz in the morning so she kinda 4got.

Birthday [ Part 1]

2009-01-16T01:02:00.000-08:00

God. i suck in this website. Ssh gler lew.. kekurangan kepahaman ku (sowie ckgu fadzilah 4 my broken BM..ngee~~). Haa! mle larh nk mlalut mcm dlu2. Actually I'm here to talk 'bout my bday.
yea sy budak pulon SMJ. hukhuk..

I still remember the day that mom told all 'bout the day I was born. mcm ni cte dia. tym awl2 1992 my famly bru jew pindah g sintok (rse nye larh) n tym tu xde fon. So mom dibiuskan so i would come out early. yela cuz tkt pape jd kt mak tym sume xde kt umah. dah la fon xde.

On 15th January 1992 at 12.18 noon the pinkcess diva was born. my mom ckp doc ape ntah smbut. Doc ahmad kot. or watever his name is. anyway, bkn nk cte pasal dia. its all 'bout me in this page.

mom said i had big huge eyes when i was an hour old (ptt lew mte skang pn freakishly large) and had thick black curly hair. tp skang rmbut xde la small curly hair. agk wavy n big curls klu pnjg. ishkk..ape ni ckp pasal aurat. klua tjk dah ni.

mom terkejut gak cuz all babies would sleep all day but not me. i was awake most of the time and look all over the room. mom said dad terkejut the first time he laid my eyes on me. yela baby laen tdo tp my eyes were opened seeing everybody.

along said that she was so bored when my other sis was born (kak ude) cuz she was sleepin all day but then when she looked at me she got bored too cuz i would juz lie down and refuse to go to sleep. no wonder now i sleep late at nyte.

well dats all 'bout me during the day i was born. sorry for the mixed language and broken english and BM. nak wt mcm mane. "kita tak hebat"

Big '09

2009-01-01T05:23:00.000-08:00

1 January '09 is the most horrible new year ever! I woke up a bit cranky today and I was suppost to go to school today to do some things but somehow I canceled at the last minute. I was so bummed! It sucks with a capital S. How am I gonna survive a full year if I had the worst new year?

Well, maybe I'm just over reacting here. Before noon, I went shopping for school supplies with my mom and bro (he just got back from Shah Alam). At first I didn't wanna talk to anybody but almost not an hour later I was easily smiling with joy. You wanna know why? Like always I bought EVERYTHING pink. The best part was my bro and mom said "not that", "you already have that" or "we're over budget" but they let me bought anything I wanted. It showed that eventhough they won't let me bought those things but they did 'cause they understand that I have pink-sinkness.

Hurmmm.. I have nothing left to say here. Sorry if I babble too much. Can't wait to go to school (not 'cause to learn and get loads of homework but the meet-my-friends-part).

Tata '08 and hello to the BIG '09!